well today was another interesting day in the life of giana...yea i didnt do much besides get yelled at again.. and then well i found out my cousin heather got in a car accident cuz some jerk was pullin a left hander on a red light right into my cuz...lucky i wasnt there i would beat him up...lol...but they say shes alright...shes broosed and stuff and i dont knoe how her head is yet...well..anyways i wrote a song...its nice its called To Incomplete Moments....only lizzie knoes...but thats all im giving away....and i really dont wanna like someone anymore....i mean i do...but i cant cuz like ive been saying that person doesnt like me and will never like me and never has liked me...ok the end of that...i guess the only person i really like is benji and thats who i always wanna be in love with and hopefully something in my life will go right and me and benji will get married and grow old together and yea...well before the growing old part and after the getting married part..there is a little something me and him will do!! lol hopefully..but thats not what im concerned about i mean i could go w/out that..not that ive ever had sex...but im saying thats not why im soo madly in love with benji...just every detail....his eyes, his lips, his hair, his voice, the way he plays guitar, his clothes, and most importantly....ive been impressed by how he acts and how down to earth he seems...i wish that i was closer to his age...i mean i dont really think that there is someone out there for me besides him really..well i wish for benji...but other than that....so far....i dont think anyone likes me or has really liked me liked me...o well... nothing goes right in my life...but whatever...i knoe why ive been depressed lately but its not worth mentioning...i dont wanna like him anymore...so the end again...I LOVE BENJI!!!!! k bye!